therapize: (yeah you've got zero chance)
Camille O'Connell ([personal profile] therapize) wrote2015-02-12 06:43 pm
Entry tags:

[Entranceway] IC Inbox



This is Cami; sorry I'm not here right now, but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Thanks.
ofletters: (when i find myself in times of trouble)

text;

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-01-27 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yes, it's about what she'd expect. A Winchester, beer in hand, adorned with flannel, propped on the top of an old car. He's the picture of a family stereotype. ]

Hey. [ He offers a weak grin, sliding off the Impala.

Well, no point beating around the bush. She'll see right through it, anyway. ]


Today's Dean's birthday. [ Sam shrugs, as if to say "what can you do?" ] I just- You know.

[ He knows that she knows. ]
ofletters: (and in my hour of darkness)

obviously not text

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-01-29 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He does have more (of course he does). Sam takes a minute to produce another bottle, uses a key to snap off the top, before hanging it to her with a curt nod. ]

Beer's fine. [ Sam offers, noncommittal. He takes a swig and stares out ahead, trying to gather his many, crowding thoughts. Beer is fine because it reminds him of home and of long drives with his brother, of easier times on the road in between simple hunts. It's been a long time since those days. ]

I miss being able to drive. [ He says finally. ] Back home, we don't even go around that much. We've finally found a bunker to hole up in where our grandfather used to work, and it's... great, actually, but it's not the same.

[ Not to mention Wonderland, with its lack of space to ride around even if you do have a car. ]
ofletters: (and when the broken-hearted people)

seems legit

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-01 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, yeah. That was... my whole life. I mean, our dad was there a lot of it, until I went away to Stanford. [ It seems like so long ago, now. ] Just the three of us, then the two of us. And the car.

[ Sometimes with Castiel, or one or two others, but always Sam, Dean, and the Impala. He admits a tiny smile, nodding distractedly in thought. ]

Went all over the country, just... working. Taking on hunts wherever we could find them. That's just the life.
ofletters: (Default)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-08 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well. I wanted to get to college. Dad and Dean weren't too... happy about it, but, you know.

[ He'd figured it out, had won the scholarships, had pulled everything together to make it happen. And he'd been so close to finishing, too, and then- ]

Not everything, just... most things. [ He chuckles humorlessly. ] When that's all you know, it's hard to do anything else.
ofletters: (and in my hour of darkness)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-12 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
That just sounds like a normal teenager to me.

[ Dean had done all that stuff, but he'd managed to do it around hunting, around their movable life. In fact, it almost made it easier for him: blowing off school and hooking up with girls only to leave in a few weeks or months so there were no repercussions. ]

Then you get stir-crazy. [ Like Sam is. Was? Some days he feels fine, is glad for the weird vacation that Wonderland offers, and other days... he remembers the searches, the research, the interviews, the chases and fights. It's hard to have the most exciting thing in his day be the plan for dinner or the workout routine, after that. ]

Exactly. [ But he shrugs faintly, then crossing his arms. ] I've been here long enough that I have constants, now. It isn't as bad as it used to be. I can be grateful for that stuff no matter what else happens.

[ And he has people that he cares about and trusts. ]
ofletters: (when i find myself in times of trouble)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-19 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, look at you. [ He snorts, offering a sideways smile. ] I tried, but it was still with knowing what's out there. Pretty hard to act normal when you know what really matters, and what doesn't.

[ He'd tried, though. He'd tried... for a long time.

The question brings him pause and he hesitates before answering, seeming to chew over it, picking through for the right words. ]


Well, yeah. [ "Of course," he thinks. ] You're important, Cami. You've always been there, and... Even when I'm being an ass, you reach out to help.

[ She's just that kind of person, though. Kind, wanting to do good for others. ]

Means a lot.
ofletters: (and when the broken-hearted people)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-24 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Isn't, or wasn't? [ He poses, lightly. ] I mean, this isn't... normal, by any means, but Wonderland is pretty different from home. At least for me. There's a lot more down time.

[ Way more than he wants, really.

At her compliments, he chuckles weakly, raising a hand to absent-mindedly scratch at the back of his neck. ]


Nah, just an ass, not... that nice. [ You Tried, Sam. ]

Well, that-... Thanks. [ Is somehow kind of surprising, but it's nice, and he admits a small, but genuine smile. ] How would I ever enjoy a party around here without the hats? It'd be just some party. Nothing special.

[ Almost without realizing, he covers her hand with his own, squeezing gently. When he does realize, he considers snapping it back away, but instead he just swallows, tone even. ]

You'd be fine, though. You've got a lot of people here that care about you and I'm sure they'd all appreciate the hats just as much. [ Then, an amused sort of smile, and: ] Well, not as much. Maybe close.
ofletters: (speaking words of wisdom)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-02-28 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I think you're considered 'steeped in the paranormal' as long as you're here, in Wonderland. [ He chuckles again. She may or may not notice that he uses a different word, and that's because that word is gone from his vocabulary. Sam doesn't notice, though, because it's gone from his mind the instant it leaves her lips. ]

Hey, I can accept compliments! [ He looks vaguely indignant, but not very much so, since she's right. Sam shifts his weight, his fingers now wrapped around hers, standing absent-mindedly down at their hands. ]

I- [ Has he? Not really. He'd figured she was humoring him, if anything. ] I don't know? I mean... I'm glad. [ That sounds stupid. Jesus. ] But, uh... just for us. Got it. I wasn't actually going to share that one, anyway. It's a tradition; I doubt anyone'd understand.

[ Sam isn't totally sure that he remembers how it started, either. He smiles sideways at her, one shoulder rising and falling in a shrug. ]

You don't have to worry about that.
ofletters: (living in the world agree)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-03-10 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Awkward handholding?" [ He repeats, chuckling weakly. Get it? Because... the hands. ] ... But, I know. And I know you've said that to be a hundred times. Trust me, I'm hearing you.

[ Hearing, but not changing. Thinking, but not acting. He does know that he isn't alone in Wonderland, but he's still kept himself at a certain distance from everyone and everything, particularly since Dean became a demon. Since Charlie came and left. A lot has happened that hasn't encouraged him to open up.

Except for Cami, literally telling him that it's okay. Sam glances again at her, brow twitching, something clearly chugging along in his head. ]


So, how do we get past that phase? Since spending years in the same magic mansion hasn't done the trick.

[ And all the bizarre and often-dangerous events that come with that. The younger Winchester meets her eyes again, realizing very abruptly that his pulse is loud in his throat. Huh. ]
ofletters: (and in my hour of darkness)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-03-28 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can be a pretty stubborn guy. She knows that and so does he, so they both know how closed off he's been thus far. Now, though, it seems more like he's teetering on the brink, closer to tipping off to one side of the fence or the other. The younger Winchester searches her expression, watching her seem to consider him in return as she lifts a hand and brushes against his face, then raises up for a more forward message. He doesn't pull away, though alarms begin to ring in his head, and he allows himself to give in for a few seconds, leaning in to return the gesture, eyes shut-

But he does pull back a little, gradually, not in a sharp or jerking motion. ]


Cami- [ There's a long exhale and he looks down at her with a face full of questions, brain working too hard for a guy who was just kissed by a beautiful woman that he really likes. He knows this, feels guilty for it, and so he clears his throat awkwardly to say as much. ] ... Are you sure?

[ She's been angry with him before before for being an idiot, he's done her wrong, but they've been mostly good. Very good. This... if it really does happen, can change things in a big way. He finds himself wanting to lean in and kiss her again, if only to see where it leads, but risking their relationship isn't worth the jeopardy. Not unless she really feels certain. Or... more certain than he does, anyway. ]
ofletters: (Default)

[personal profile] ofletters 2016-03-30 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sam hasn't kissed anyone in Wonderland since Charlie, and they hadn't gotten around to much more than that, with... everything else that had been going on in the meantime. Basically, it's been a long time since he's been intimate with anyone, physically or otherwise, as she often chides him for. Cami's kiss has him wanting more immediately, body clashing with mind, though a small part of him has to admit that there isn't a lot of harm in it, not when they're both consenting adults who'll be spirited back to their own homes with no memory of any of it eventually-

He winces when he realizes that he's thinking a little too much like Dean. ]


I could go for some 'normal.' [ He admits weakly, heart still thudding with new life in his chest. He isn't sure what he can and can't promise her, including whether or not he's sure he can trust anybody completely anymore, but what she's said is enough to convince him. To at least make him realize that they are, in fact, just hooking up, and not turning keys to launch a missile.

The younger Winchester cracks a smile, an easier one, this time, and so he leans in to kiss her again. One hand rises to cup her faces with him bending forward to meet her at her lesser height. Good. This is good. It feels good, certainly, like opening a window in spring after a long, dull winter. ]